After loosing just over half a stone in a week, I am hoping that maybe I can lose 6.5 pounds this week.
To reward myself for doing this, I will go and get my tongue peirced. This will hopefully hurt A LOT. Therefore stopping me from self harming for a little bit.
Yehh, I have gone cold turkey on self-harm. I made a deal, which i'm glad I made, But the erge is still there. :/ Its been about a month.
I was going through my pictures when I found pictures of some of my cuts, IF YOU GET TRIGGERED EASILY DO NOT LOOK.:
I dont think these are my worse ones, but just to give a slight idea. :(
I found my tablets, I lost them about a week ago now, Haven't felt so happy in my life.
The new tablets they put me on seriously reduce appetite, mine has dissappeared.(Y)
Some days are disasters that you wish could just end. Other days are
bastards, just like a bad boyfriend. But it makes me feel much worse than this to see a face masked with a frown. I'm not telling you to smile but don't be down. Don't be down, my friend. Don't do your wrist any harm. You don't belong on a funny farm... (8)
Has anyone watched skins?
I love this song, made me happy. I sing it all the time now. ^_^
Ive never properly put any thinspo on here, but here is some anyways :) xx
Oh Yehh Sun-Lit~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY :)
EEEE!!! I'M 15 ^_^ AHHAH I FEEL SO...the same lol :3 Restricting to 500 begins in 2 days, and wow those cuts are deep O_O I have half a mind to show them to Bethan pahha. I'm glad you are sticking to our deal :) I promise to be 84lbs by this time next year :D Ima work so hard! I feel high in a good way, lucky things...lots of love!! xxxx
ReplyDeletePS. 15!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
OMG!!! your growing up ;) lol, I should probably start eating again now....
ReplyDeleteNNA cba
happy birthday xxx :)
And yeh, show them to bethan... but there not mine if u do !!! xx
ReplyDeleteAhh, I loved that song from skins!! It made me cry and laugh. Good old Pandora.
ReplyDeleteYour cuts look so painful, but I'm glad that you decided to stop. If this is any help, when I'm feeling the need to harm myself, I basically destroy something else, like ripping up paper or material or something. I find it just relieves the stress of stuff. I hope this helps.
yeh, ive been told loads of different ways to quit, like elastic bands, paper, all sorts of stuff like that. Ive started stretching me ears for now so that I still get the pain factor.
ReplyDeleteYeh my cuts were rather painful, they will stay with me forever.. to remind me of the pain I went through :/ never mind, like you said, tommorow is a new day xx